Jayjay.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Bob is so right. A person's at his true self when he is alone.This is because he has nothing more to hide. I've thought bout lots of things on my bus trip home. I realised what Bob said on his blog make sense. I agar-agar know the reason for Bob's so called "emoness". All things he said made sense (except for his phrasing). Sometimes its not that i dont wanna play by what your want me to do. Its just that i will get things which i do not wanna hear. Worst still these things really hit me right down. Its not that i want it,i was born with this problem. How to change?i dont blame your for being unhappy with it la..but just to say.it does hurts. After all i will think ; why get disliked over things when its not your fault? If anyone don't understand anything,you just dont understand what i'm feeling now

請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
一個寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

Saturday, September 26, 2009

爱过了头-萧敬腾

當你哭著對我說你對不起我
原來你和他不只是好朋友
為你打造的王國禁不起誘惑
你算準我會原諒你的選擇
誰能夠預知的結果
愛從左胸口出走
愛過了頭我一個人狂奔怒吼
我沒有哭卻讓汗水給吞沒
愛過了頭沒了出口就只能放手
我給你自由為什麼我雙手卻在顫抖
你說他比我幽默比我懂生活
你喜歡享受刺激勝過溫柔
愛應該儘情揮霍我有膽承受
哪怕會讓人墮落也勝過沒愛過
誰能夠預知的結果
愛從左胸口出走
愛過了頭我一個人狂奔怒吼
像隻困獸舔著傷口的活著
愛過了頭沒了出口就只能割捨
我給你自由為什麼我的心卻在顫抖
別問我難不難過
oh ~像隻困獸舔著傷口的活著
愛過了頭沒了出口就只能割捨
我給你自由為什麼我的心卻在顫抖
我沒有難過只是愛你比你愛我更多

也许，我就是这样吧

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

This is such a scary feeling. Just had my tuition and i was shocked..my mind's in a blank..really dont know what i am thinking or what...I feel as though i lost my sanity...Am i going into depression?I dont seem like it though..i dont know why...kami-sama help!!!