Fate is just so unpredictable...Everything in your life is already arranged..but yet you yourself do not know what's going to come out for you..Recently performed in the Combined Choir in the SYF Choral Presentation...At first..Me, Zack and Tan Ying were supposed to represent the school but later on..Zack do not want to skip his 'O's music while Tan Ying had reasons and she can't go.Seeing these 2 not going..i didn't felt like going either but i did..Calvin and Denice replaced them and went with me..Now..I can say..i think i enjoyed going with Calv and Denice..and i think that i would have enjoyed their company more than Zack and Tan Ying's..1 reason..i simply know them too much..i got to know Calv and Denice more in this event..and i' quite happy with the result..I know more about my juniors and i got closer to them..and what's more..i had a breakthrough in my 4 years of music making..its not bout the results but the process..from that performance...i didnt care about whether we did it well,ok or whatsoever..but i just need to say...i enjoyed it..thats the difference in MF choir and Combined Choir under Mr Zechariah Goh and Mr Stephen Leek..i truly enjoyed myself despite going through all the hard work..for the sake of one thing..;to enjoy..although i didnt want to go at first..i m glad i did.. Talking bout enjoying which group's company..i unwarily thought of another topic...about her..she didnt wanna talk to me anymore...so i guess it should be all over..no hope..no nothing...but i wont emo about it..really..couldnt get used to it at first..and plus i had to stand the "digs" friends made at me...but its all ok now...maybe because we talk too often that we ended up having nothing to talk about?or am i really a "boring" person...?maybe i am boring...once a while i take notes she wrote to read..and i often smile after that..memories...the memories were really beautiful...like they say....no matter how beautiful the sunset is.it will turn into eternal darkness..but what you should do is..look forward to the next sunrise