Realised I haven't post for a long time le...until Marriot and Bob was talking bout it today..at pizza hut...hahas..life has been ok for me recently..and ok means..average..not good,not bad...Well..start by talking bout CCA-wise..News from Mdm Yam saying that we seniors have to go back to rehearse for a performance on 22nd July..so we cant step down YET!.personally i felt a bit happy..it cleared the emptiness in me..for example..you have been regular for your CCA for 4 WHOLE YEARS!and you suddenly do not have to go..it does feel a bit weird..and when i spread the news around..i personally wasnt really happy with the responds,though i cant comment anything cause i SIMPLY DO NOT have the rights too..hais..never mind that..moving on to my personal life...hahas..have been in a daze at times..sometimes i just love to stare out of the window..hoping that she would just walk by to go back to her class..well..looking at her from a distance..i could see smiles on her face,and sometimes i would smile too...i am happy when she is happy..i've only truly cared about your existence when you're gone..and all i want to say is..I love you and i miss you.