I keep reminding myself not to think of you..but i can't..It hurts to think of you..Why did things turn out this way..?Is what people say true?When they keep asking me those questions..when they tell me to concentrate on my studies and not think of you...i just can't do it...it makes me wanna cry when i want to..have i done something wrong?i seem to be unaccepted every where..every where i go i don't feel 100% happy..i'm just not perfect without you..its all my fault..everything's my fault..i'm sorry..if you ever come by and see this..and get upset..i'm sorry...i really miss you..i really do..do i have to be blamed for missing you too much?recently listening old classics by the 4 Heavenly Kings of HK..and some titles really suit what i feel right now...songs like..忘记你我做不到,忘情水 and 我是不是该安静走开..