Hais..i hate staying home nowadays...never had one day of peace..hais..parents keep scolding my brother..its not that i care or what but i m always dragged into it.hais.so what if i m the older brother.My brother takes me as a role model yeah?so what?and he doesnt treat me as a role model..he will just go "y kor kor can i cant?"and he never ever gave me that little bit of respect..i'm tired of all this things..STOP talking to me bout me being the older one and i have the responsibility to guide my brother..please...I'm very upset and down le..STOP frigging add to my troubles..STOP putting add more pressure.Guiding the younger ones eh?Being your son eh..I've always been worrying bout your,when something is wrong i feel worried and upset..feeling guilty too..but what bout your?have your really sat down to talk to me bout my problems?I'm a choir VP,i was proud of myself at first to be one..i wanted to tell your this..but i decided against it..my mum can tell me..being second in rank in choir so what?and my dad told me although i wanted to help i ended up adding more problems instead..maybe i really didnt do things right,but can your give me some encouragement instead?being an SL and VP so long le..i dont even care bout these le..its just a name only..it doesnt mean anything to your hearts..your just care bout my studies...and your only care bout results nia..during these 3 months...which one of you actually tell me i can do it and actually encouraged me?your just keep saying i really gotta jiayou or i will make it to the ITE..hais..before leaving for JEP last year,i got so pissed at your..but did your realise?i dont wanna talk to your face to face now le..it will make us both upset,disappointed and angry nia...After today,the speaker for "Discovering the Champion in You" said,look at one's strong points,and instead of saying the YOU-Sentences,use the I-Sentences..but i dont think it will work for us..hais..My Whole World is meaningless the moment i was born..I finally knew what i wanted.But do your know what is it that your son wants?Your think that giving me the most pocket money makes your the best parents?i dont think so..i had never receive the love from your...Theres so many memories of me scolded by your..And there's one that i can still remember clearly..it happened in P3..i really cant stand it anymore...i need to get this off my chest..seriously..and to think your still wanted my company on Sundays..Trainings for chin up?Jogging as a family?save me all this bullshit... i would rather have the company of her,or if not my friends,but i dont need your