Jayjay.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

There is lots of things i did today..going to lan in the early afternoon with Bob they all,then at bout 3.30 i left for Eugene's house...to play soccer..played till bout 6..then went home..i did enjoy myself..but i m still feeling down..all these things i did today..isnt as fun as talking to you..we've talked for so many days..it really is different when you are not around..i really want you to come online..i've not cherished the time we chatted..and now..its a bit late to regret,though we can still talk on other days..but i would remember today..cause its the day that i didn't talk to you..i miss you..please come online..it is really painful when you are not there...

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Some people told me not to post emo stuffs,so i shouldn't.well,i think i will be posting bout Japan..haha..well..In Mukaihara High,there is this english teacher called Ms Shioban.Heard tt she was bringing Benedict,Li kiong and friends to the toilet.then she asked them."Are the toilets in Singapore on the ground?".Benedict was like saying "nono,they are on the ceiling,maybe on the hills."then the teacher was like,whatever..then the next day,she din come to school.they asked why.then they said,"she must be still shocked by the fact that the toilets in singapore are on the ceiling".haha..well..i miss japan and the JEP people..man..i wish that time can turn back,but its impossible.so i should cherish wadever i have now so as to not regret..haha.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

I feel my back against the wall,i'm forced back till i can't take another step back.i don't want to do anything le.can anyone help me?i m pressurised,i really don't know what to do and do what,i just feel i m a failure.i've failed over and over again..so tired of failing stuffs..i don't know who i can turn to..i miss the time..where i walked alone in Asakusa street alone for that 5 minutes..

Monday, January 12, 2009

说好的幸福呢-周杰伦
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽,甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯,我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌,假作没事了
时间过了,走了,爱情面临选择
你冷了,倦了,我哭了
离开时的不快乐,你用卡片手写着,有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢
Thats basically my feeling for now,its a bit disappointing,but i don't blame anyone,seriously.I don't want anyone and anybody to interfere or whatsoever.just let me be..just leave me alone..some might say Time heal all wounds,but time is currently the poison i'm taking now.well,this post isn't anything to make anyone to make a decision.its just what i'm feeling now

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Had choir today. Quite a tiring day but quite fruitful..lols..hahas..lost my voice cause i slept uber late at 2am last night..was damn stupid la..and damn 杯弓蛇影..WTF i m uber tired la..damns..this is what happen...All should i hate beetles..its a phobia..lols..DAMN FUCK..was trying to sleep last night..thn i heard the sound of a beetle which is when it hits something las..lols..was so freaked out that i stood wide awake...went out wanna ask my father to check but then dnt wanna wake him up..so stood awake until 2 when i finally decided to get a torch and check cause my room the light spoil..lols...shone around and was wondering where is the beetle..then i heard the sound again,flashed it in the direction...!

Turns out to a straw wrapper..and i was like O.O ! LOST MY SLEEP FOR 4 FUCKING HOURS BECAUSE OF THAT!!FUCK FUCK FUCK

Friday, January 2, 2009

Today is the start of school...lols..for fcuking reasons i got caught for my hair...CB la...KP..lols..then go back class...BOB BECOME SECRETARY!!HAHA!!! then recess...LOLS!!! saw 3 people...vivian,edelweiss and her crazy fren devilka..lols..stupid people..hah...THEN Mother Tongue KENA SCOLDED FOR NO REASON! -.-" then meeting with new teachers..they are ok la..lols..haha..
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