Friday, November 28, 2008
sian...i want to be free...but i got even restricted further...i hate this world...i hate myself...i hate being controlled...if i get controlled,its just tt i dn wanna ruin anything i build up...its not worth it...i dno wad i wan now...maybe it is always best to stay lonely...i dn wan anybody by my side...it hurts when you need a someone but he/she isnt by ur side...hais...its saddening...well...saw her today...she is definitely different when i was in sec 1...she changed...i haven't talked to her directly for 2 years le...i only remembered vividly that she asked me not to talk to her for a year and i did...but 2 years past so quickly...hais...i really miss her...