today's a bit sucky...i was forcing myself to smile the whole day...in fact...when i went to the arcade during lunch break of the meeting i met a group of people...well...dont have to say out,1 person among them asked that i alone go arcade fun mehss?lols..i have to agree with it now...it is boring,sucks and it fcks...damn..lost to damn bloody fuckers...seriously damn pissed...i miss bob...i feel like i m left alone to fend for myself...lols...compared to being with bob,phaedra they all,its so much more fun...Joshua, you yue and zack too...a pity they came a bit late...had comm meeting till 5.30..its ok la...just that i m still feeling real sore and down...and ya to confirm...zack,i was just kidding when i cried while singing qiao ke shu shu...haha...diaos..and ya,it sucks when you are the only guy arnd,you stare into blank air and emo thr...and listen Jay songs to emo better,lols..