today's a bit sucky...i was forcing myself to smile the whole day...in fact...when i went to the arcade during lunch break of the meeting i met a group of people...well...dont have to say out,1 person among them asked that i alone go arcade fun mehss?lols..i have to agree with it now...it is boring,sucks and it fcks...damn..lost to damn bloody fuckers...seriously damn pissed...i miss bob...i feel like i m left alone to fend for myself...lols...compared to being with bob,phaedra they all,its so much more fun...Joshua, you yue and zack too...a pity they came a bit late...had comm meeting till 5.30..its ok la...just that i m still feeling real sore and down...and ya to confirm...zack,i was just kidding when i cried while singing qiao ke shu shu...haha...diaos..and ya,it sucks when you are the only guy arnd,you stare into blank air and emo thr...and listen Jay songs to emo better,lols..
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
lols..."SOME PEOPLE" suggests me to post...lols...no real good events la...er...just that today my birthday,thn late for school...haha...chinese is boring...maths..lols...was totally playing lahs...haha...we talking bout taking 草原快车 to find the "Grassman" Bob...haha...in malaysia what he...haha...thn no real thing la...received a card from 3D...Thanks!!!seriouslyt Bu Xi Guan people wishing me happy birthday...especially Lim Yen and weiling...haha...was walking out of the school when they shout from upstairs...haha...lols...then basketball...zzz...boring la...its pure boring...then later go home use com lor...haha...maybe Friday mum bringing me get New Balance shoes and Ellesse watch!!haha...the end lor...
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I felt lonely today...during and after choir...as i was walking alone to the bus stop i felt like just standing there as time passed...i've made friends only to lose them...guess i'm a bad friend...however there are some special friends that are important to me,but i've lost them as well...I should not make more friends as it just says that im gonna lose more friends...i think i will keep away from some friends so that i wont pass the unhapiness around...that might be the best solution out
Monday, October 20, 2008
My life is lonely...well no one cares bout what i do,do what or stuffs...what do i do when i m upset,well...all that i did was hide under my bed and start sobbing...well...no one sees that side of me and i certainly would not wanna show it...For whatever i do now no one cares,whether it is a correct on wrong thing no one cares...People ignore the correct things i do and reprimand or scold me when i m wrong...Just got scolded by someone...i do not really care what or what le...it would be best if you go away from me or whatsoever cause i'm no longer who you know...i've changed.Just came back from a basketball game and lanning...i've thought about lots of things while playing...I found out who are my true friends and who ain't...i've also found out who i hurt and who hurt me...I will not care about anything le...for those whom i've hurt...sorry...Zack told me "I'm sick of home." now i realise what it means...i'm feeling sick of home too...and Promises are meant to be broken...dont have your hopes high...The Higher the hope the greater the disappointment
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Lol...sadded...i think i've changed...not that cheng chuan you all know le...i m feeling very lethargic...i dont feel like doing anything...except basketballing and sleeping...nthg to post le... i seem to hate everyone and getting hated...
Monday, October 13, 2008
What should i post?i didnt wanna post de,but thn it seems my blog has been dead for 10 DAYS...lol...k la...my chinese got 69/100 art 55/100...lols...well,i shud give 1 sentence to describe my current situation
你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你. 要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气...best sentence...haha...Capricorn finally coming out le...i m glad...haha...tong bei diao liao...lols...haha...bdae cming in 15 days time...thinking might wanna ask people go out on 27th Oct...1 day before...thats for most of my friends...28th probably going once more...with closer friend..probably zack and gang