Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Feeling upset now...Just heard Mr Yong banning me from choir...well...i don't know whether to laugh,angry or to cry...apparently...to a VP of choir...you are bound to feel sad de...I'm,defitenely,...well...if i m really gonna miss choir might not necessary be a bad thing...well...they might do better without me...Also...i have no mood to say haha...I once thought,if people give up on you,you try to prove them wrong,however you give up on yourself,it is the end of the world...I'm about to...No one to support you,No one to give you hope,No one to help you...you are on your own...I'm really tired...really tired...i should just let go of the rope and fall into the bottomless pit...people might celebrate over it i know...I don't know how to face lots of people...well...for disappointing them...i should also give the VP post up to...or should i try to change...What's the use of being of being a VP and everyone starts complaining bout you...I've disappointed lots of people...I would wanna just say sorry...
我只想在我自己的是世界，和自己的AE86和 FD3S飘移一辈子，忘了烦恼，忘了自己，做自己想要的藤原拓海，高桥启介。我什么都不要，我只要一个真正属于的世界。。。