Feeling upset and hurt about what happened today...hurt a total of 3 times...1 by that asshole teacher...again... and twice by 2 girls...That teacher scolded me when i asked him for help...man...felt so insulted and upset...2nd time was when i was playing a fool in class as nothing to do and these 2 said..."can you be not so childish?" man...whats wrong with being childish...*its better than acting cute like you!*and do they ever know what lies behind that childishness?the pain lies behind it....i totally agree with one song....Gui Ji by Jay...1st sentence 怎么隐藏我的悲伤...that describes my feeling right now...and also to ask those 2...how do your want me to hide my pain...and then later they said...不是周杰伦在那里act周杰伦...lol...never kena hurt until like that before...very upset about it...i feel like just show them the cold side of me....scolding every thing...maybe i should just do that....